"Long Division"

His head was a city
Of paper buildings
And the echoes that remained
Of old friends and lovers
Their features bleeding
Together in his brain

And once it started was harder to
Tell them apart

He was always distracted
By the very mention
Of an open door
'Cause he had sworn not to be what he'd been before

To be a remain remain remain remainder [x2]

The television was snowing softly
As she hunted for her keys
She said she never envisioned him the type of person capable of such deceit

And they carried on like long division
And it was clear with every page
That they were further away from a solution that would play

Without a remain remain remain remainder [x4]

He had sworn not to be what he'd been before

To be the remain remain remain remainder [x6]

I am sitting here on the floor in the discount children's book section at Books-A-Million. I have not eaten or drank yet today. I left my ex's this morning trying my best not to argue with her on the way out, as I feel there is nothing left for us to argue about. I slept awful...I took an amazing shower yesterday in the dark by candlelight which was the highlight of my day. I was having an amazing conversation at the time with a homie I really wish was still here that stayed with me til I was asleep. I ate soup...I had alot of thoughts...and now I'm here.

You ever have a feeling? Like an emotion was locked in your head, and not your heart creating little lightning storms?

I can't seem to grasp a solid, defineable emotion at the moment, and my mind is sending Morris Code, saying that I don't want to. So I'm a little weirdy right now. I maybe just need to eat. I probably just need to sleep. I could maybe be in heat...sleep, heat, eat. Blah...been writing some erotica...guess I've been inspired, so I'll post some of that soon. I need a new guitar, but I've been thinking about switching to bass even though I won't. I can barely play guitar. I can play the beginning to "Kona Yuki" by Asian Kung-Fu Generation. I really want to start a band. My house is coming along...very slowly, but it's coming. It'll be a three bedroom in Bossier City, LA, and I'm looking for roomates...just cause and for alot of reasons. I will also soon get my cats. I am very happy about this.

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